I've never been in love, I've watched those whom i thought could maybe be the match to my flame... chose other. Love to me has been a fantasy.
Clouded mirrors.
Alice is lost in a wonderland of their own made up desires.
Here I stand, wishing and hoping that maybe someday I'll manifest a lover, a friend, someone who says it's you. But night after night I am left alone with nothing but almost memories to lull me to sleep.